Khloé on dating French Montana: ‘I was lonely and destructive’

It seems Khloé Kardashian has had a change of heart.

The youngest Kardashian sister, 30, revealed on Sunday night’s episode of “Kourtney and Khloé Take the Hamptons” that she rushed into her relationship with French Montana following her split from husband Lamar Odom.

“It’s nothing against French,” she said of the 30-year-old Moroccan-born rapper.

“I just think I don’t want a boyfriend,” Kardashian summed up. “I jumped into something because I was just, like, lonely and destructive. But now I’m like, I just want to be alone.”

“I gotta grieve,” she added. “I’m still married.”

Kardashian filed for divorce from her husband of four years last December, citing “irreconcilable differences.”

However, their divorce has yet to be finalized because of Odom’s mysterious whereabouts.

In a revealing new interview with Cosmopolitan UK, the reality-show fixture admits things didn’t turn out how she expected at age 30.

“By the time I hit that age I thought I would have kids and still be married,” said Kardashian, who moved into a new house with younger brother Rob, 27. “But because that’s not the way it went, you can’t sit in a ball and cry. I had a husband, so I think there’s an adjustment period, which I don’t want to rush.”

Despite speaking very publicly about her sex life with Montana during a July interview, Kardashian says sex isn’t the most important aspect of a relationship.

“I don’t crave sex,” she added. “I talked about it more openly when I was married because it’s more comfortable. I crave companionship — I just want to cuddle. I got married at 25 — I was young, but I loved it. I do like it when you save certain things for your marriage. I don’t think you should treat every guy you’re dating like your husband. It doesn’t make it special.”